Wow its almost been another year.  So much has been going on I dont know where to start.  I can definitely say that I am not the person I was a year ago.  Since my last post my marriage broke up, I left the country, came back home, started my life over, lost 70 lbs and met new people.  Do I contribute this to what I went through almost 2 years ago?  Absolutely.  Over time I will explain all about it but for now lets just say I am way the hell happier than I have ever been in 17 years.